In the summer of 1979 Mom and Dad sold all the dairy cows and bought a farm on the Last River. I was 10 years old. The farm was about 5 miles or so from the farm in Moore. There were 160 acres of running room. The big Lost River ran right through the center of the property. It wasn’t often full of water and was usually a lazy trickle. We would walk up the field with our inter tubes and float the river right down in front of the house. It was still cold water in the summer so I always ran to the bathroom and got in a hot tub of water. Most of my memories from Lost River I will save for another day however there are a few I would like to highlight. Some time while we lived there Kent and Dianne Marsden came to live with us. Dianne is Mom’s sister. They had 7 kids and we had 6 thus the house was very full. I don’t know exactly how long they stayed but it was at least 6 months. Dad bought 1000 head of sheep and we spent a lot of time chasing them since they were always out. In the summer of 1980 we hired a sheepherder to run the sheep on the Palisades Reservoir (about 150 miles away). I would go with Dad every other week or so to check on them. Towards the end of the summer, the sheepherder did not do a very good job of watching the sheep and they had become scattered all over the mountain. It was time to bring them home for the winter. Dad and I hiked all over the mountain several days with Grandpa Olsen rounding up the sheep. This was a very good time with my Dad and with grandpa. It was rainy while we were there and I remember the three of us sleeping in my 3-man tent and the thunder and lightening crashing all around us all night long. Little did I know that that would be the last summer with Dad before he went blind.
Soon after Kent and Dianne moved I turned 12 years old and was ordained a deacon. Right after this was when Dad lost his sight. Little did I know back then what that would mean for him and our family. Mom worked nights and farmed during the days. Dad went to Boise to the blind school to learn how to get around without his sight. This was a very trying time for all of us. After that time I spent a lot of time being angry with my parents. It was during these years where I was trying to find my self and who I really was and where I fit into the picture. There was a very large tree in the farm that was probably 100 feet tall. I would climb to the very top of that tree and sway back and forth in the wind and think. That was my favorite place to be. No one else could get up there so it was my personal place. I helped Mom and Dad farm but I was not very nice. I wish now that I would have spent those times with my Dad in happy conversation and friendship. Instead I spent my time being angry and feeling sorry for myself. Oh how I wish I could have lived those years over or had those years back but they are gone and lost. It took me many years to realize what I had given up and many years before I was a friend again with my Dad. This happened after I had moved out and had a family of my own. I am sorry Dad it took me so long to come around. I need to tell you that I love you with all of my heart and love and appreciate the things you have always taught of working hard and of honesty and integrity and especially of your testimony of the truthfulness of the gospel. I appreciate and value your friendship and I have grown to appreciate all that you and Mom have done for me. I have also begun to understand the sacrifices that you went through to keep us happy and to shelter and teach us. Thank you both I will be eternally grateful.
While in Lost River Mom gave me a horse for my birthday or Christmas or junior high graduation I don’t remember which. I spent a lot of time with the horse. It was not very well mannered and one time during the rodeo finals where I was showing it and it bucked and almost kicked another rider. All of my friends owned motorcycles and I want to be like them and I wanted a bike. So one day I sold the horse to someone without telling my parents and bought a motorcycle. This probably made my Mom very sad since she loved horses and this one was the first foal of her horse. I have only ridden a horse a handful of times since then. The motorcycle was a Honda Trail 110. It was not a dirt bike like my friends had and the kids teased me a lot saying it was a girls bike but I loved it still the same. I spent hours and hours riding in the hills and in the fields. I rode that bike until I was 19 just before my mission. It ran a bit after my mission and I gave it to Zane and Regan.
During the summer of 1984 (I was 15 and Van Hallen had just released their 1994 album which I loved and my parent hated) I got a job working out at the Craters of the Moon National Monument. Craters is an 88 sq. mile volcanic lava park with many neat things to see and do 17 miles from Arco. I am sure that my Mom and Dad could have used my help on the farm that summer but they probably let me go just to keep me happy. I had just received my driver’s licenses (I had been driving for years since I was on the farm and drove tractors and trucks on a regular basis, this was just when I was able to drive on the roads legally). There were five other youth that got jobs there as well (two from my ward) and two from town and one that lived at the park. We decided that each of us would drive one day a week to cut down and share gas expenses. We had been going for about a week and we seemed to be late every day so everyone drove very fast (my parent’s don’t know about this yet so they will find out then they read this the first time) upwards of 100 miles an hour. This was very exciting to be going that fast. The first day I drove, I took the family station wagon. It was huge beast with a powerful engine. I was driving about 95 miles and hour and the car was shaking like crazy. We were laughing and having a great time and I piped up and said, “hey this is the first time that I am driving without my parents in the car”. The car got very quiet and we made it to work in record time. This of course was a very unwise and foolish thing to do and we were very blessed to have not gotten killed. We did slow down to the 80’s after that. I have never gone 100 mils an hour again (in a car). We worked all summer long and hauled 22 sq. yards of asphalt (that’s 4-5 dump trucks full) from the edge of a volcanic crater down the hill about 125 -150 yards in wheelbarrows. We also built a walking path around another crater that has a bronze spike driving into the wood railings with our names on it. They also allowed us to spend some time in the park learning and exploring areas that normal people were not allowed to see which was truly a neat experience (that is where I learned to love spelunking or caving). During this summer I fell in love with Jendi Bledsoe (at least I thought it was love back then). She was on the work crew with us and we spent a lot of time talking. She was going to be a senior and I a sophomore. We remained friends all that year until she married right out of high school. I was disappointed but happy for her.
While in Lost River I started working for other farmers in the potatoes fields and in the summer of 1985 (16 years of age) I worked as a full time hired hand for the Von Jensen family. The Jensen’s had a girl my age named Carolyn (my next love I thought). The Jensen’s were in our ward and when they approached me to work for them I was elated. I thought that this was going to be the best summer because I could spend it working, earning money and spending time with Carolyn (besides they offered to pay me $3.50 an hour which was a lot of money then). That summer I worked hard, I moved miles and miles of sprinkler pipe, drove tractor, hauled hay and potatoes. In my time of I helped mom farm our own farm. Again I could have been much more help at home if I had been in tune to the needs of our family. My summer with Carolyn was cut short when she got a job working for a doctor in town grooming and training his horses. I was a bit disappointed about that but it turned out for the best. I still saw here once in a while and we still had some fun times together. That summer I finished up all the requirements for earning my Each Scout award. The only thing that I had not done was the paper work. I finally did that and received my award just before my 18th birthday in Pleasant Grove.
That year there was an overabundance of water (which rarely happened) and they let the water rush down the Big Lost River (it was called the Lost River because the water flowed out into the desert and then just disappeared when it hit the lava flows creating a underground river) in torrents. The water destroyed our irrigation systems and we were unable to effectively water the crops. Then just before harvest time the hail came and knocked what grain had grown off the stocks. It was time to move again.